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Created on 2006-02-27 05:04:14 (#9632602), last updated 2007-03-15

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Name:	belly_x
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and the only thing i ever wished for my dear
is that you placed me upon your wall and said,
"this is something beautiful, this is something unique,
and i love the way you move me, i love the way you speak."

I dont know if things happen for a reason
I feel like I'll wake up and everyone i love
everyone i've met, and everyone i'm supposed to meet
will forget about me
people and songs make me cry and shake
I want something permanent
I want something real, or something fake.
I want something or someone to make me feel alive.
I believe in change, small changes, growing up and feeling down
but never big changes, big changes are scary
i like mess and organization
I don't know if I believe in love
My home isn't where my heart is
and I don't know what's worse...
the fact that I broke his heart?
or letting it break mine?
My heart beats too fast for such a small body
I bruise easily, and forget to breathe sometimes
unlike most, i use my head and not my heart
and boy i think i've got it all wrong.
we're all statistics
and everyone dies

drive me to a quieter place
where my body can feel good while it waits
to be lifted from the ground
like a symbol for ending what's been keeping me down

if i can hear you breathe
then i can hear life
and that should be enough for me

wake me up from sleeping too long
to remind me my dependency's gone
and i'm able to rely on myself
for the things i take from everyone else

an honest goodbye
is enough to keep me by your side
you don't need warmth
when someone still makes you feel alive
i'm better off now
with a reason to open my eyes
and stumble outside

you can see through me
but you couldn't see past this mess
if you took away what leaves me breathless

Only fat/ugly girls really believe that it's what's on the inside that counts.